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    朝花XI拾

    庆幸妈妈从四川回来了,一种强烈的后怕和对老天的感谢

    舒YU说她结婚才几天妈妈就过世了,我说我不敢想象失去母亲是怎样一种状况
    真的,连想都不敢想

    燕说突然觉得生命很脆弱
    是的,生命如此脆弱,在灾难面前
    可是曾经,我是多么期待自己的生命快一些结束
    即使现在,也不见得有多珍惜

    我在一块狭小的天地里忙碌着
    在清晨睁眼的一刹那,在电脑缓慢运行抬头看窗外的一瞬间,在晚风掠过我的发的片刻失神间……
    我才是我,才是思想着的

    昨晚邂怠了工作,却还是很晚才睡
    看了很久的照片,回想着每一张照片后的故事
    我已经可以依着回忆过生活了吗?
    呵呵,很多觉得已经忘记的东西循着时间看着照片,才发现自己记忆力惊人啊,甚至一些细节

    默默突然发来消息,说周末会去青岛拍结婚照,说对方和我当初预测的结果是一样的,说特意来告诉你……
    她还用摄像头拍了戴介指的手发过来,很漂亮的钻介,还有很帅很帅帅到不真实的未婚夫
    虽然我满心的悲哀,可还是说出了祝福

    下午原想好好睡一觉的,夏天午后让人昏昏欲睡的感觉
    躺在床上,顺手捧着村上看了起来

    不小心翻到的是直子进疗养院,渡边一个人在外租房住那段
    村上总能把寂寞描写得很真实,让寂寞的人很有共鸣
    说一上午甚至可以不说一句话,说会给直子写很多很的信,却不提回信的事;说实在无聊了就帮房东侍弄花草;说寂寞到忘了关注周围,甚至连绿子有心的变化也没有发现……
    多么相似的感觉,寂寞在谁身上都是一样的

    我不喜欢玲子,虽然她那么有音乐天赋,虽然她那么心疼直子,虽然她好像很善解人意……她很优秀,可是我不喜欢,一点都不喜欢,不喜欢她总是去打扰直子和渡边,虽然那好象是她的直子,不喜欢她穿着直子的衣服去看渡边却和渡边上床……反正就是不喜欢

    喜欢绿子,喜欢她的坦白,她的真诚

    不敢评价直子,那大概是村上心中的一块净土吧,那是个另外世界的女孩,她和姐姐还有木月是一国的

    也许我们的身边,有很多个渡边,那天见到的那个,也许就是,可是为什么,我把他当成了卡夫卡?

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    Omega Chowwrote:
    渡边~~好熟的名字~
    June 14
    周 旭wrote:
    没事就好,阿弥陀佛!
    May 14

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